1 Chronicles 10:4 KJV
Then said Saul to his armourbearer, Draw thy sword, and thrust me through therewith; lest these uncircumcised come and abuse me. But his armourbearer would not; for he was sore afraid. So Saul took a sword, and fell upon it.
Sometimes quitting seems like the only answer. But it is not. Jesus is the only answer. Saul did not need to quit by falling on his sword. He only needed to wield the sword of Christ by being His soldier instead of only relying upon himself. The same is true for me.